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| HELP | | Hello LDM, I have been reading the book "No Compromise", and as a struggling (defeated) Christian, I am absolutely mystified and mesmerized by how instantly Keith and Melody were transformed, I have been trying to serve god since 1999 but I have been in and out of Christian residential rehabs from 1999 to now, I have preached, prophesied, cast out devils, and still I dont seem to have the victory, I am reading the book and I am looking for "what" actually happened to Keith and Melody, it seems like "they just got it", I know that many Christians are struggling as I do, and I would like to ask for any insight, I see that Keith and Melody saw this paradox in their early walk and it was greatly troubling Keith, I am only half way through the book so I am not sure if an answer awaits in the book or not, but that is why I bought it, I am looking for answers/help. Sometimes I feel like I dabbled with such a great evil that I simply cannot get out but at the same time, how could God use me to lead souls to Christ, heal and deliver knowing I am going to fall and then become a horrible witness to the saints, I sooo do not want to be a stumbling block to babes in Christ but clearly if I cannot stop smoking crack then maybe I am a babe in Christ as well, no matter how much work I know or how many people I have lead to Christ or sermons preached or any of that stuff, Keith wrote a letter where he signed it "your baby" and that is the intimacy I want with God, I am studying new teaching by Dan Mohler concerning identity and the love of Christ but I thought I would ask for help here, any comments are greatly appreciated and i am very thick skinned so give it to me straight, Love Brandon
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